Fasting Fam, I have not been fasting lately and for now would simply like to end each day in a calorie deficit. I know deep down that alcohol derails my fat loss goals in so many undeniable ways, and that I must prepare a healthy veggie plate prior to using cannabis because I get bad munchies – planning ahead is key. I didn’t drink for 6 months once and lost 30 lbs so I know this is the path I must take in order to achieve my goals. I have some Coors Light to finish up first and then I need to buckle down. I want to be in tip top shape when I retire, potentially in 4 years.

Tomorrow, however, is my dinner night with Dad and we will be going to uber delicious and caloriffic Flying Pie Pizza. I’ve planned out my day in myfitnesspal.com for tomorrow, and need to keep planning and prepping for the next day, every day. Otherwise it’s just that much easier to give in to cravings, and this shit with Trump and Iran has my ongoing and existing anxiety levels hyper elevated, and I have been turning to food to relieve some of this anxiety.

Stoner Fam, for the third year in a row I’ve had a hard time getting seeds to pop. I’ve planted a good 3 dozen seeds or more since January, and only 2 total so far have popped (It’s April 18th, 2 more days til 420!)

Two is better than zero though, and I’m so happy to even have these! Of course I have no idea what strain or sex these plants are but will continue to refer to them as girls until I learn otherwise 🍀

Yesterday I moved the older one (who is still very young) outside earlier than I would have normally liked because she just seemed a bit sad inside where she was, even under a plant light. I followed my instinct and moved her outside, knowing full well she could die outside from strong winds or a pest of some sort, but I planted her up to the first set of small leaves in a large felt pot outside and watered her with some Grow Big nutes. I checked on her today at lunch and she looks healthier to me already, and it’s been warm and sunny here this week. Mother Nature does a much better job of growing cannabis outdoors than I do indoors. Hoping that her hardy weed nature will take over soon and she will be out of seedling stage and into veg stage sooner than later. I will continue to monitor her daily.

The newer girl grew more aggressively than the first one and outgrew the jiffy puck in no time and it under the plant lamp near the window where the outdoor one was. I hope she bursts with more growth soon!

I have around 10 seeds in jiffy pucks that I will keep working on until I get my 4 legal plants and pray that at least one is a healthy girl. Wish me luck!